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'i'm gonna do what i want(:' the path of being myself..(:
heyhey!! i'm here to blog! erm. i skip my lesson for today & i just woke up not long!!! as for today plan!! i'm gonna.. i'm gonna .. i'm gonna.. PACK MY ROOM!! (: i'm preparing for new year!! okay! i managed to date sansan&jiajia out as for my dearest thengy!! she have to work! poor me!!! haha..okay!! lets talk about something deeper!! lets go to my friendships! i have many good friends.. those heart to heart talk de ..(: okay! school's also been great having them! i enjoy my day with them though they will keep bullying me. i love school.. (: plus plus.. i gt family in school again!! haha.. okay! had fun and is real fun! okay! this week is the last week of my school & of coz next week is the make up lesson &&&&& i muz attend 2 ..SIANS!! haha.. okay! class changing real soon! & i'm scared. but is okay! (: i'll probably will miss the time with my poly mates ba.. haha..nevertheless i miss miss miss my SEC life!! haha.. time really pass too fast! && i wanna grow older..(:
relationships stuff i will leave it to fate & time. i don't wanna care it anymore..(: don't ask me why! perhaps i'm tired.. don't wanna to find the right one or wad so ever.just wanna be me! the real samantha. that's all. plus i don't wanna feel the hurt & pain. so i reckon i will be happier this way.(: is okay for me i think so. anyway life is like that. so i want to face my everyday life happier. i don't want to have any more obstacles to face again. studies is already one big one for me plus my dance. so i don't wanna carry on like that. i've decided..(: i hope i won't be changing my mind. well, perhaps i can say mayb i won't be going to another relationship unless i'm going to the society? hmm.. don ask me too. i don't know what is my future or fate is liked. perhaps is meant to be mine perhaps is not. i don't know. maybe you&me is just a passerby to each other life.(: a small crush that's all.. i'm happy with what i have now. & how we are towards each other. chatting or msg-ing. is so so weird for 2 strangers to meet,to understand & to fall in love. (: the process though difficult but u still can feel the happiness.. well, i can write a book or novel le..(: okay. is the first time i typing in this manner. serious one i think. hmm.. hopefully i can be able to face everything with a smiling face and a smiling heart. people say destiny& opportunities is we,ourselves create de. but for me is otherwise. what is yours is yours.is just a matter of time. that's all. if is not meant to be yours, how u want it badly or wad it wil never ever be yours. or there will be a hurt in it. so no point right..(: face the reality now! (:
