SAMANTHA
A pig&elephant lover.&& SHELOVEWATERMELON TOO! (:
it's not easy to love you, as you'll never know i do. but i do believe in miracles!
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the two stars that is always hanging high up above the sky and i can never get hold of it.
SAMANTHA is back! (:
She left with 1 last paper and thats it!! I'll graduate!
It also means it will be the last day i will see him!
hopefully, we can still meet but...
it will be lesser !! but is okay!!
i'm fine!! i believe time matters. if he is the one, time will prove it!(:
Many things happened in poly life!! hehe
Thinking back when i'm year 1 is like yesterday! haha!
Remembering how i'm alone in school as a few sec classmate in NP!
Lunch break was alone and talking with san!! (:
Then,i get to know weihong when i saw him at the lib, gaoyu, him and others.(:
and slowly, i get to know the my whole poly cliques!! <3
Everything i remember so dearly. Good memories!
he also gave me a perfect date. though i don't know what his thinking.
even though, the answer i want is so obvious to me.
still, i believe there is still a little hope.
i may be silly but
time matters i believe. (:
In poly life, i learnt the feeling of letting go of own happiness.
though, it is something i regretted but is already over.
Come to think of it, is silly for me to keep waiting that period of time. hehe!
but, his someone who made me realized that his someone who
always stand by me & who always understands me.
someone who always being there for me, consoling me when things went wrong,
helping me when i needed help.
someone who i can talk to about the past, present and even future.
contacting so much that it had become a habit for both of us.
we would msged or msned each other and chat like there is no tomorrow.
but we would hardly talk face to face.
but one day, everything stopped. && i never even thought of taking the initiative to contact him. &&&&&
SOooo, the silly me, only realized that after a year. but is over now.
in life, i never regretted something soo much but life still goes on.
still, memories kept close to me. though we are not as close as we were in the past!
in fact we seems like a stranger!
How weird life can be! To have alittle twist with destiny and fate.
I know is not easy to find one who is able to communicate with you so well.
so, never let go of ur happiness. (:
is something that you will never want to go through!
but still, life goes on! (:
The thought of ending my poly life soon is really something i'm not prepared.
It will start to make a mark on my life that i'm either going to study uni or to work.
Time passed too fast that i could even hardly think what i want!
Which path should i choose. hmmmm..
Okay, this post is alittle 'say goodbye' to my poly life. :P
randomly, i shall end my post with my pic! (:
won't be back posting that soon i think!
but still, stay tuned!
Labels: goodbye my poly life., two precious stars